Ali Faateh Khwaja
An odd pall is hanging over Pakistan. The Margallahs have been veiled with a thin film of smog.Things are simultaneously stagnant and stirring. An operation is under way in South Waziristan province; its ripples are being felt far and wide. Cities, and the people who inhabit them, have relentlessly been under attack.
With the bombing of the International Islamic University (IIU) in Islamabad, a new front opened in this War on Terror. For the very first time, an educational institution was targeted. Schools and colleges have been shut down countrywide. The effect of our nation’s descent into chaos only hit me fully last Friday when I attended a depressing security briefing session at my alma mater which, situated in the heart of Islamabad, has morphed into a nothing less than a fortress.
The principal’s address struck a depressing tone. She looked overworked and overwrought, and so did all of the other – mostly female – staff and faculty. A maternal sense of protectiveness was apparent from the intense care these women have for the children for whom they are responsible. Terrible times have engulfed us.
Simple evacuation plans are being discussed, and practised, preparing the school for any eventuality. Teams of terrorists might storm the building: the facility is to be locked down, the gates and doors shut. If and when if a bomb explodes, the students will be trained to take cover. In case of extreme circumstances, the entire school is to be evacuated.
CCTV cameras are watching every nook and cranny. The parents and staff are being issued ID cards. The mouths of the street outside are to be choked with ramparts coated with navy blue and gray, the logo still visible under the white stripes. Windows have been fitted with shatter-proof glass. The walls, iced with barbed wire, are now 8 feet high. Snipers sit atop the roofs, in anticipation of any possible murderous intruders.
Teachers are fearful that the school’s liberal, progressive outlook – one that is often magnified and exaggerated by outsiders – might put it on top of the militants’ target list (but hopeful that when choosing amongst institutions, the hell-raisers might pick one that is easily penetrable than a fully-fortified one). That hijab-wearing girls and a beards-sporting professor are also found within the bounds of this school is, unfortunately, not one of the school’s most popular motifs. Like penguins, they huddle around the lady who’s showing them around the multicoloured ‘zones.’
In the pages of The New York Times, columnist Thomas L. Friedman wrote last week that if America were to vacate Afghanistan, “Pakistan would quake.” Ironically enough, Pakistan is actually quaking: two earthquakes shook the north of the country in the span of a week. Spasms of terror are cresting. A litany of ‘sinful’ corporations has been released to the papers. Telecommunication companies and American food chains have been threatened. The media, hitherto sensationalistic and irresponsible, have been told that their collective narrative is in line with the government’s, and, therefore, they shall not be spared either.
People, restive and despondent, are beginning to believe that Pakistan is in the throes of death. When the security apparatus built by your rulers is crumbling around you, when the army – another kind of terrorist organisation – cannot adequately defend themselves against the death-prophets who believe that they are fulfilling God’s will, when your nation has been manufactured into a ‘war zone,’ hope is scarce. Belief in better times is slowly fading.
Meanwhile, those who are meant to impart knowledge, tolerance to young generations are wondering what sort of world they have passed on to their children. My school’s biology teacher (who shifted back from Britain a couple of years ago) relays his feelings of paranoia and insecurity; he works part-time at other schools and says he is constantly thinking about his wife, an art teacher, and daughters’ safety.
Another teacher, who stepped into the library a bit late, whispers in my ear: “Are they gearing up for an earthquake or a terrorist attack?†The administration says both, but everyone knows why such strict measures and drills are a necessity.
As the newsreel reveals gross images of the more than 116 people, a majority of them women and children, who perished in Peshawar the day Secretary Clinton landed in Islamabad, reports of a victim of the IIU bombing succumbing to her fatal wounds surface and a brigadier is shot down in broad daylight in the capital, the city of Islam must accept that radical Islamism, and the inflexibility it espouses, has corrupted our way of life.
The war is taking its toll. The wait for peace is stretching far longer than anyone could have speculated.
Those who harbour the perception that we are a cheap Third World entity are being forced to mould their misconception: Nowhere is the price of education higher than in Pakistan.
Sorry folks,
No need to get uptight – the intent of my comment was not to spread any ethnic hate etc. but to express my disappointment at the way the situation that was simmering in NWFP since Zia’s time was allowed to go unchecked for such a long time. It has engulfed people and the country.
As for the FATA – I strongly recommend reading FCR just to get the glimpse of what people subjected to it may feel..
And by the way, I am from Peshawar – I was sitting in the German Language class when the blast occurred that killed Sherpao…
Regards,
As a Pakistani and a Pakhtun I also find Anwar’s comment offensive. When our land is being attacked by the Taliban enemy, this is no time to spread provincial differences.
Also, I do not know which province the writer is from, nor whcih coutry this “Anwar” is from (certainly I know no Pakistanis who will such such a terrible thing that looks like gloating over deaths of Pakistani youngsters at IIU!), but I do know that Islamabad is NOT in Pubjab. Every Pakistani knows that. But Mr. “Anwar” does not! hmmmmmm
Anwar, I think you are purposely spreading ethnic hatred.
I know that this blog has written again and again about girls schools being bombed in NWFP. In fact, this blog even raised money to rebuild schools in Swat. (And, by the way IIU is NOT in Punjab)
maybe it is YOU who don’t care about ‘other’ parts of Pakistan and only about yours? Or is it that you are actuyally happy that Punjab schools are also targeted and that gives you some sort of perverse justice.
Can we please try to think like Pakistanis for once. It does not matter to me whether it is Punjab or NWFP or Balochistan or Sindh. If Pakistanis are dying then Pakistanis are dying and my heart bleeds. It is bigotry for a Punjabi to feel happy over the death of a Pakistani anywhere else, and it is bigotry for a Pakistani somewhere else to feel happy over the death of Pakistanis in Punjab.
I am sorry, but your comment incites hate and is reeking of bigotry. Don’t tell me now that you have historical reasons to feel left out. We all do. But for Gods sake can we stop spreading this hatred. If you feel left out, man, then join in. But stop spreading hate.
Well said. Very sad, and very true.
Nice writeup but pardon me – bomb blast at IIU may be the first in Punjab but in the 1973 (or 1974) Hayat Khan Sherpao was killed in a bomb blast while he was giving a speech on second floor of biology department of Peshawar University. And how about a large number of girl schools that have been blown up by the thugs in the NWFP (one happened to be just yesterday in Bara area).. however, except for becoming a cursory news item, these acts never caught the eye of our media…
Looks like lives of the inhabitants of other areas of Pakistan are not the same as lives and comforts of those living in Punjab…